Author: Mikayla Lambert
a human being:
moving, understanding, feeling, communicating, expanding, nourishing, floating.
ecstatic garden, a dance with the Snails
to be, a secretion of universal pleasure
dialogue with effort
who am i without effort? where do i hold on to, when every step = 0? who do i become? when this is only a collection of nows? where do i attach, when there is no horizontal plane? who am i, when i accept this vertical body? simply transmitting, heaven on earth. past and future, only existing now. effortless existence. as if nothing happened, as if nothing will happen. alertness + effort, not to be confused. within alertness hides a door, to effortless space. where life flows, through spine. like sunlight, informing tree. who stands upright. weaving with the cosmic honey, spreading out into all it is meant to be. i am, without effort.

i see layers
a black bird lands softly on the branch of the tree the limbs of the heart of the earth welcoming visitors of the shadows bumble bee buzzes blindly towards the sweet scent of skin and plants mingling becoming one coat of bliss drawing in visitors of the flowers water vibrates silently repeating its rhythms of desire to return home to the oceans to the songs of the whales revealing the steady flow of love ground reaches down kissing the waters with sweet stillness holding rocks holding the roots of giants holding the bones of recent visitors allowing multiple truths to be

imagine : the choice : to belong

imagine, if it were effortless to move every cell of the body in the place it knows how to be all working together without effort, with pleasure the body as a whole each part in unique relationship with gravity all dancing singularly in the divine complete puzzle whole. movement isn't effort or doing it is, intention traveling in directions and a perceiving of how this intention travels and shapes all parts of the whole doing and being, together in harmony.
the choice, to open into infinite possibilities finding silent home in chaos who am i without effort?
identity in effort, a false sense of safety, a false sense of control. trying to know, to hide from the experience of knowing what it could mean to be in this body a collection of the universe experiencing human form in relation to all forces around a dance between infinity unfolding catalyzing balanced between poles held, but free belonging.